“Cleanin’ Out My Closet” has now surpassed 500 million streams on Spotify, becoming Em’s 27th song to hit this number.
It is also the fifth track from “The Eminem Show” to cross the half-billion mark, joining “Without Me”, “‘Till I Collapse”, “Superman”, and “Sing for the Moment”.
Released on July 29, 2002, as the second single from “The Eminem Show”, the song remains one of Eminem’s most deeply personal records. Unlike the playful energy of “Without Me”, the first album single, this track dives into raw emotion and unresolved pain. It is a bold, unfiltered look at the rapper’s difficult relationship with his mother and his troubled childhood.
A Deeply Personal Story Behind the Music
“Cleanin’ Out My Closet” is a confession, not a chart hit. The song captures Eminem venting his anger and confusion, expressing emotions that resonated with millions. Through its powerful lyrics, he delivers one of his most emotional performances, standing apart from his usual alter ego, Slim Shady.
Interestingly, the song’s instrumental was first made during D12’s Devil’s Night sessions. Group member Kuniva once revealed that Bizarre had the beat first but passed on it after feedback from the crew and Dr. Dre. Dre reportedly encouraged Eminem to go all in with his honesty, advice that shaped one of the most unforgettable tracks of his career.
The single became a Billboard Hot 100 Top 10 hit, peaking at No.4. It was even used in the first 8 Mile trailer, though it didn’t appear on the soundtrack.
From Anger to Healing
Years later, Eminem returned to the story in “Headlights” (2013), where he publicly apologised to his mother. In that song, he admitted that he no longer performs “Cleanin’ Out My Closet,” saying he cringes when he hears it. The song marked a turning point — from bitterness to reconciliation.
After his mother’s passing in 2024, the track gained new meaning. Fans still stream it for comfort, reflection, or catharsis. For many, it’s not Eminem’s story but their own. His words remind listeners that trauma can be faced, and healing is possible.
Today, Eminem stands as proof of that journey. Surrounded by a loving family and awaiting his second grandchild, he has fulfilled the promise he made in this very song: to be a better father and a better man.
